Time away

So here it is, nearly a week since our return from sunny Florida, and a weeks worth of above normal temperatures while there...

With the lack of summer we had in Chicago, the time in Hollywood was much needed. I couldn't imagine living without a hot sun. I couldn't survive without record heat. My soul requires both~

I'm thinking alot these days of wants and needs. There is a difference, a huge distinction. I wonder when it is that we are suddenly awakened to the separation, and the similarity of them both. How do we know when one will supersede the other? I still have to figure that out.

In the meantime, suffice it to say, I'm learning right now that what I need is definitely along the same lines as what I want. The very basis of happiness depends on our own dedication to achieving it, we can't leave anything to chance.

It's a wonderful life, a beautiful existence on this sphere that we dwell upon. That there is more beyond what we know here has been debated for centuries. Exactly what that is will be revealed at another time. Until then, I'm beginning to become increasingly aware of the current strategies, the aura around us all. There is more to this than most of us will commonly acknowledge. Perhaps we are fearful, in our subconscious? Perhaps we are keenly aware??

I know I am rejuvenated in the memory of the sun, the heat. I'm ready for the winter season to rear it's bitter chill...I have my sights set on spring.